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有时候感觉那么的helpless.

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老豆高血压问题重现~家族病,迟早也到我~
又加上其它健康问题,还是有点棘手~

一个你最可靠的人,遇到解决不了的事.
你很想做些什么,但是你还不行.
你很害怕万一...你怎么办?
这时候,很想长大.

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一个亲戚因为从来没想到的原因去世了.
依稀记得他很帅,
还骗我说他那个有点残疾的小指头是我小时候弄的.

the cause of his death reminds me of my origin and background, and the huge gap between reality and my vision. Maybe I overestimate myself.

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